Thursday, December 22, 2011

Dear Mom.

I know that you probably forget because you're busy with your job and all but today's Mother's Day in Indonesia so..
Mom, it's been a tough year for us, especially for you. You are the strongest lady I've ever seen, the most person I look up to, and you've always done your best as a mother for me and Mario. Even though I am nowhere close to the perfect daughter as you've expected me to be. There were times when I talked back to you, or when I didn't listen to your advice, when I made wrong choices, when I unintentionally let out hurtful words to you. I never meant any of those to hurt your feelings, even if I did, it was none of my intention. You know how teenagers are c: But despite of those, you always overwatch and protect me. I want to sincerely thank you for raising me to be the person I am now, for making sure that I grew up with so much love and care. 
I'm a grown up now, and almost not a teenager anymore. I still can't picture how my life will be when I start to not depending on you, though I'm beginning to learn for it now that I live far away from home for college. I still can't cook properly, sorry mom :c But don't worry I'll watch what I eat, and my roommate often cooks for the both of us, she understands my condition hehe. I promise I'll take care of my health, to get enough sleep and rest. I know you'll be worried sick if I fall sick and I don't want that, I want you to live happily and enjoy the new life you just got. Please be happy with Charles, give him the same love as much as you give to me. If he happens to do something bad to you just tell me so that I can kick his chubby ass loljk. I know he loves you just as much as I do.
Mom, I'm gonna be the person you're most proud of. Please be healthy and live well, just wait for that one day when you see me saying proudly "That's my daughter."

I love you Mom, more than everything. Happy Mother's Day 

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Forgive.

No matter how worst the mistakes they've made in the past, everyone deserves to be forgiven. 

Living with anger and hatred for so long didn't make my life any better. I despised him with all of might and I even didn't feel like looking at his face anymore cause it would bring back the painful memories. They've been putting on an act all those times, and she was the only one in pain for covering his faults. I was fucking pissed off to no end when she revealed what had been happening. 
Holding on the grudge didn't change everything. In fact it started to tire me out. It has passed and the past can't be fixed. What is it to me anyway. Do I really wish him to be hurt as much as we did? Do I really wish him to finally realize he was wrong and crawl back to us begging for a forgiveness? That still won't change any of the ruined pieces. The once perfectly completed lego had been blown away, shattered and broken. We're now still gathering the remaining pieces and rebuild it back.
Now we're already on a completely different path. I just want to say thanks for letting us go. I wish you to have a nice life.

The huge scar you've left on us, it has healed in times. But the memories will forever remain.

Monday, November 21, 2011

I Don't Understand.

I was going to just shrug it off, but by the time went I get seriously annoyed.
I know this is unnecessary and I shouldn't make a big fuss about such thing, but seriously, what is your purpose by tweeting something that I've tweeted not long ago? Why did you copy what I've said? I don't get what's your motive but really? If you thought it was fine for you to tweet that when I was nowhere to be seen on your timeline, you're wrong, I was there and I saw you but I just didn't tweet anything. I thought twitter is a place where we can share about our thoughts, spazz, talk, and etc. Okay fine you can tweet aaaanything you want but that doesn't include tweeting the exact same thing I've tweeted, right? You know I follow you but seriously, what is your purpose? Are you tweeting to impress people? :| Because you are my friend, I'm telling you this. I'm not mad, this just annoys the hell out of me. 
You know who you are. Gue rasa gue gak perlu sebut merk.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Anatomy.


So uhm we were talking about assignments. I got waken up at midnight to finish the remaining papers, and I asked Vixen why wasn't she sleeping yet. She'll have tentamen (a practical anatomy exam) the next morning so she has to study hard. I know it's damn difficult, the exam, they even named parts inside a small hollow on bones lol. Even a single scratch, it has a name. What is life of a med student.. This subject is one of million reasons I hate biology and chose engineering instead. Speaking of which, anatomy and I, we have history.
You know you remember that time in high school when we had to examine animal body parts. And seemed like that'd become everybody's favorite part in this subject, but not for me. For annelids I'm still fine with it, and fish also. When it comes to frogs.. lol now when I look back to when we had to cut open a frog, my partner must be really frustrated to be partnered up with me. Poor Feng, he had to do all the jobs while I just saw him from afar. Sorry to cause you so much trouble for the whole year Feng, and thanks for saving my practical exam score. I shall treat you dinner next time we meet. In case you stumble upon this blog, I just want to say I owe you a lot. 
Everybody said "Rena it's okay, it doesn't bite" "it doesn't jump on you" "it's not dangerous at all" "it's fun". Lol guise try to put yourself in my shoes. I can't just run the scalpel along their bodies without that torturous feeling inside that haunts me every time. And it gives me weird vibes whenever I see lifeless body. Plus basically I don't really like animals, alive or dead. Fun my ass. 
That was nothing compared to what happened when we visited anatomy lab in one of prestigious university. There were a lot of cadavers. Yes cadavers, lifeless bodies. Corpses. Dead people. Arms, legs, brains, they even have babies, the ones that born premature or deformed fetus. They also have a full body cadaver, which stored inside a see through coffin-like or something I don't know the name. I swear it was a lot scarier than any horror movies. Because of my reputation in anatomy class they pranked me lol thanks guise I couldn't stop thinking about it for the whole week. So I was examining a 6 month old fetus when they left me behind and locked me up with that full body cadaver. I'd probably be fine with it if it was a still in normal condition cadaver. But to be honest, I was pretty interested in observing cadaver I guess that's my favorite part in this subject. They called me weird for being more scared of animal corpse than human corpse. I was pretty good in human anatomy though, especially human reproduction lol who doesn't? Everyone in the class seemed to get an A+. I got B for my final score. And you must be wondering how did I pass the tests lol Idek it just happened. I think I've worked really hard. Though most of the biology classes I had suck big time, I was pretty popular in anatomy class. 
Ah good old times in high school. 

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Back.

It's been a week since I came back to college! 
And I'm back to face the usual hectic college life. The non stop assignments are messing up my sleeping schedule even worse. Classes start 9 to 2 or 4, or 6 or 7 when I have extra classes. Sobs I should hang on until the holidays come ughhh happy timessss why do you seem so long.
Anyway, I want to be able to blog regularly again but I sometimes don't have the feel to do so because of the assigments. I should try! And it's been ages since I post the regular post owipqopoq the last time I came here was just to rant. 
Eid mubarak at Aunt's house was a lot fun, the fooodsssssss omg I think I gained some pounds that time. My chubby cheeks were getting chubbier than ever lol but hey I'm back to normal rn :) My mom still at my aunt's place so I hope she'll be back soon safely. 
I still suck at cooking. My housemate is pretty good at cooking fortunately, but she can only do several dishes so we'll sometimes have three same menus in a week haha I don't mind though as long as it's edible ;u; 


It's gekikara ramen! Tastes dangerously good lol it's so spicy and a bit hot but it doesn't burn your tongue. Instant ramen of course, do you expect me to cook this by myself -_- Even I suck at cooking instant ramen orz the soup was all gone cause it lacked so much water.


When I thought gekikara tastes the bestest my housemate made udon noodles cause her family packed her the ingredients and I immediately take those words back lol. She made a huge portion for us \o/ Asian foods are the bestest \o/

Say hello to my new baby!


I get this few months ago, a samsung galaxy tab s1. My mom suddenly brought this home for me I didn't even know why lol. My current phone is getting old. I don't really often use this one though, cause when you make a phone call it's really loud and you have to use an earpiece or people will hear the whole conversation. So for now I'm still using my lubly E63. I still have to save money to buy new cam though :3

Gotta spend another day at home to rest my sprained ankle!

Friday, September 23, 2011

Dear God, what have I done wrong to deserve all of this?

Aku ga pernah maksa mama dan papa untuk tetap bersatu, kalau memang mereka mau pisah aku terima. Aku ga mau jadi selfish dan mikirin perasaan aku doang, kalo orang ngatain aku broken home terus kenapa? Yang jadi prioritas aku adalah mama. Harus ikut pindah sama mama pun aku terima, ninggalin semuanya, temen-temen, pendidikan. Proses adaptasi yang kaya neraka aku rela lewatin buat mama. Sampai mama dan Chuck official aku ikut seneng, apapun buat mama. Asalkan mama senyum, dan ga perlu lagi sampe nangis dalam tidur buat papa. 
Saat aku fikir semua udah berjalan normal dan baik-baik aja, kenapa papa harus ngungkit masalah pembagian harta dan hak asuh aku sama Mario lagi? Udah dua tahun, dan baru sekarang? Aku sama Mario udah gede, kita bisa pilih jalan kita sendiri. Tapi papa selalu menjadikan ini BIG DEAL, dan nyalahin mama yang udah biarin Mario terlalu bebas dan jadi rusak. Kenapa papa ga pernah bisa liat kalo itu udah jalan yang Mario pilih sendiri? Aku tahu  Mario ninggalin kuliah lawyer buat jadi photographer itu sesuatu yang udah dia pikirin mateng-mateng. Kenapa papa ga pernah bisa terbuka pikirannya? Kenapa juga papa masih peduli sama aku dan Mario, ketika dia udah punya pengganti kita. I don't fucking understand.
Ibu tiri busuk yang pura-pura baik itu ga cuma ada di shitty tv shows doang, it happens in real life, my life. Juga anak-anaknya yang kaya a bunch of conceited, spoiled shitheads. Dealing with them selama sebulan aku di sini bener-bener... aku gatau harus pake kata apa. Aku juga gatau harus seberapa besar aku tunjukkin kalo aku benci... benci banget sama mereka. If only murder isn't a crime. 
Ga ada yang bisa ngerti how fucking horrible I feel. 
Aku harap semuanya ini selesai tepat waktunya, dan aku sama mama cepet balik ke aussie, aku cepet balik ke apartment dan balik kuliah, dan semoga papa ga akan pernah hubungin keluarga kita lagi. Kita: aku, mama dan Mario. Aku ga sanggup liat mama nangis di dalam tidurnya lagi, dan aku ga mau liat ekspresi menjijikkan di muka mama tiri dan anak-anaknya itu. Papaku terlalu bego untuk melek semua itu. 

To Dave.
Aku tahu kamu care, tapi aku gamau lagi ngulangin kesalahan yang sama. If the first and second didn't work out, what makes you think it'll work out this time? Keledai aja ga jatuh ke lubang yang sama dua kali.

Today is supposed to be my day. Heck.

From now, I hate birthdays.




I want to sleep and never want to wake up to face all the shits happening in my life.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Wae I don't have time to blog orz
Winter break is almost over and I eventually ended up not doing anything lol I was supposed to find a job -,-
But but I've checked out my dorm in qa and it's so so so nice. Man it's hard to leave everything here sigh I'm gonna take another hiatus maybe, once I moved to qa. It's really hard to find net there and it takes a whiiiile to get my own net set up at dorm.
College life is comiiiiiiing!

Friday, June 24, 2011

073 - BAMRATATA

I rarely blog lately because it's holiday lol really I have nothing to blog so yeah. 
Block B and 2NE1's comeback is epic omg 
And the release was so near omg omg they don't even give me a chance to breathe properly even just a minute




They're ruining my bias list omg omg Park Kyunf you should keep that hair forever U-Bomb my ultimate otp omg omg omg 
I personally like Halo better than Tell Them
Sigh it's always teaser >>>>> full mv but but but Tell Them is lakjsdfljkalskdjf
How can they be all cute adorable and swaggerrific at the same time lol is swaggerrific even a word
But Halo is so fucking good I demand a music video omgggg Zico how are you even a breathing human 
BIG BOSS I THANK YOU FOR CREATING BLOCK B THESE GORGEOUS ADORABLE KIDS 



My girls are back yo, and no one can stop them.
I Am The Best is seriously the best thing I've heard in my entire lifetime sobssssssss
It's so good so good SO SO SO GOOD SOOOO FUCKING GOOD
le cries
I even like it better than Fire omg Fire has been my favorite since forever but I Am The Best is sick yo it's siiiiiiiiiiiiiick
Uncle Teddy is one genius human being I seriously can't HOW ARE YOU EVEN HUMAN 
I Am The Best is my forever jam with Fire from now on TuT


It's an all kill less than 12 hours lol it's not so surprising though
They always kill the charts omg YG isn't lying about the quality of their new tracks
I'm not being a cocky elitist here but I can smell a perfect all kill coming up sobssss this shit is fucking epic
The exclusive pictures from soompi are killing me omg I can't post it because it has copyright infringement omg
 CL I love you so fucking much why am I a girl or why isn't there a boy version of you le sobsssss
CL noona Bom noona Dara noona Minzy noona why are you guys so fucking gorgeous and flawless and perfect 
I can imagine the awesomeness of the music video already lasdjflkasdf the production costs twice the previous productions siiiiiiiiiiiiigh
What is the life of a fangirl



DO YOU NOTICE HOW MUCH I USE OMG THERE?


Friday, June 03, 2011

072 - Hey

Long time no posting anything and it's already June!
Yay yay I'm a freshman now.
And officially graduated from high school the moment prom night ended. Now I can really enjoy the rest of winter break. 
Anyway.
Prom night was great. Though I didn't intend to come, but it's the last precious moment I had with my friends who'll study overseas so I can't miss out. The after prom party was crazy lol I reached home at 12, and all we did was just dancing and singing. I told you I was the ugliest girl at the prom. 
I didn't bring any camera so the pictures are all at my friend's cam. I prolly will ask her when we meet next time. 
I'm having a serious terrible hangover right now.
I need some sleep. 
But knowing me, I'm a light sleeper. Once I moved out of the bed I can't go sleep again siiiggggh. 
I'll just lay rest on the bed rolling side to side like a retard.
That's a short update for you, whoever reads this lame blog lol.
Bye~~~

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

070 - TWOANYONE

090517

Wassup, it's 2NE1!
Happy 2nd anniversary!
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What an amazing two years with my girls, they've been through a lot, two years together and they're even stronger than ever. 



This is the 15 years old ero maknae Minzy, been turning unnies to pedo unnies since 1994.


Told ya.
Now our Mingkki has grown to a lovable, mature and humble maknae. Wait. She always has been one :)


The fierce leader with a monstrous amount of charisma.
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The girls who set everywhere they go on fire. 



The two adorkable unnies <3

I'm legit crying right now lasdjflkasdlkjalkjalkjaja ;~; Two years but they're already dominating, standing strong on the top. Lonely was a perfect all kill ;~; Can't wait for this year comeback ^-^
My love for you girls is infinite lajksdflkajsdlfjk I love love love love love you girls <3333
2 Years, 5 years, 10 years, 100 years, 1000 years, 3000 years, 5000000000 years, let's stay together ^-^ And I'll be your forever proud Blackjack.

2NE1, been setting the stage on fire since 2009 and can't nobody hold them down. They'll keep going, reaching for the top, and stronger than ever. HAPPY 2NE-VERSARY!

Saturday, May 07, 2011

069 - Accomplished

Man. I finished my finals.

I've never felt so relieved before lol. It's only a week left for the university entrance test. I've worked so hard... Time to chill a bit? Teehee. 



Old phone's crappy cam =.="

I miss my long hair sigh. That depressing moment when you cut your hair much shorter than how it was then you miss your old long hair and want it back...
Anyway, do I look fatter? Mommy said I'm chubbier these days lasdkjflksjdflasdflkajsdflsdjf ;~;




P!ATD tribute recital next Thursday at Norwood!
Soooo essssiteeeeed!



And. I'm officially a Block B's fan now lol. Is there a name for the fandom yet?


Haaai Kyung haaaai xD
I wonder if he has tumblr? If you check out his tweets he ever tweeted someone's tumblr lol he's creepin o_o




I'M SO ESSSSSIIITEEEEED 2NE1 IS BAAAAACK.
All those Lonely teasers and the bts I think I just died alskdjfasdf so awesome ;w;
And also 2NE1TV season 3 aaiweoaiwoiasf.



Songbird by Naya Rivera


HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.
Santana is my most favorite bitch.


I have a lot of things to blog actually lol.
Have a nice weekend!

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

068 - Pursuit of Happiness

Earlier I found something interesting, and truly inspiring. 


His name is Taeho. Born with two legs, and speaks perfect korean. The first time you see him, you must have noticed it. He was born with disabilities and congenital deformity. Even doctor said he might not make it through the age of 10. But you know what he's 11 now. 
Life isn't unfair. 
Despite his disabilities, God gave him an amazing personality and lovely brother and sister. Sungil, Taeho's little brother has a mentality issues, but Taeho really cares about him. It's really amazing to see how cheerful Taeho is. No matter what happens, he can do anything by himself. He doesn't ask for help, never complains about his life, nor about anything. I feel so amazed when he does everything on his own, like brushing teeth, taking off his clothes, even using chopsticks. He never thought of giving up. He always smile. 

Aren't they cute?

I feel so ashamed.
When I complain on something little or some silly things, or when everything turns out the way I didn't want it to be, and the fml words just simply slipped out of my mouth...
I should be grateful for I have both arms, both legs, and a normal life. I guess in life it could always be worse. But this boy grew up with no arms, having the disabilities and being abandoned, yet he still be able to put a huge smile on his face. 

This 11 year old boy have touched my heart in every possible way and taught me a lot of things.
God bless you, Taeho. Please live long and grow up into a success and amazing person in the future :)


p.s : First day of finals was tough alsdkjf. Two down and still eight to go!

Sunday, May 01, 2011

067 - Vices and Virtues

I can't understand.
How time flies so fucking fast.
My finals will be starting tomorrow.
And maybe I'll disappear for two weeks? I've studied so hard and I never felt as ready before. Wish me luck? :)

Anyway.

A good music is a perfect match to study. 


WHAT IS THIS PERFECTION.
You and I and Don't Cry acoustic version are beyond amazing. I love you Bommie unnie 
When CL started to sing Lonely I just died.



And,

I want to marry Brendon Urie.


I. Can't. Even. Find. A. Proper. Words. To. Describe. This. Perfection.

Vices and Virtues, highly recommended.

I think this album is better than their other previous records, even without Ross and Walker. 

And now...



Time to study!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

066 - All The Time


If I have to choose one of the albums that I will never get tired to listen to, this is one of them.

I gotta say that Kwon Jiyong really is a music genius. Earlier, I watched BB documentary (I know it's reaaaally late but I just had a chance to watch it). I always get this feeling of great amazement whenever I see him in a documentary/show, or when I read an interview about him. And I have a huge, enormous, monstrous, gigantic respect to him. He has an explosive charisma, works really hard, and always has the best answer to the question that the interviewer asks. I just... can't understand how this man could be so perfect... how does he even exist?
I got teared up, the emotions I got after watching BB documentary all mixed up. Seeing how hard they practiced, the scolding and criticism they got, somehow I can understand how he felt that time. I'm feeling really proud seeing where they are standing now. 
I'm looking forward to your next masterpiece in the future, Jiyong.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

065 - Vixen and Porch

Sigh.
I don't really know when did we start to call each other Vixen and Porch. She calls me Porch, and I call her Vixen. LOL. So actually, there's this new neighbor who has just moved in to the house across mine, and he's the reason why Bree started calling me Porch. He is three years older than me, and seems quite friendly. But I take that words back, he's such a freak. You don't even want to know the rest of the story.
Anyway, mom and Charles have been pretty busy with their jobs, they leave in the morning and home almost midnight. Sigh. My brother has been staying here for almost a week now, but he's busy taking pictures, he'll be leaving at 4 and go home at 10. Not that he uses all that hours to take pictures only, he meets his colleagues and some photographers for their project, I guess? He'll be leaving for Auckland next month because he got a job as a professional photographer for a magazine there. So yeah, I'm always alone at home. Vixen sometimes come over though, and the last time she came we baked cappuccino buns. She's really a good cook.


I want to personally thank Vixen for helping me these past days because I'm not good in the kitchen. Sigh. THANK YOU VIXEN BREE.



It's been ages since the last time I met Chao, but yesterday he came to Adelaide all the way from Perth. And brought me this cute bag. He said he saw this somewhere in CT, and looking at the eiffel pattern on it kind of reminded him of me :'>



SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG AND MUSIC VIDEO. LSDJFLKASDFASDF. Bommie unnie did an all kill in all online music charts too. Correction. DOUBLE ALL KILL. Congratulations Bommie unnie, I know you really deserve it <3333 Teddy is such a genius. Now I'm really looking forward to 2NE1's comeback \o/

Anyway, enjoy your easter holidays! Did you hunt eggs? :>
Happy easter! Finals in next week!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

064 - GUESS WHO'S BACK


YES IT'S 2NE1. 2NE1 IS BACK.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE BEST THING. THEY'RE GONNA PROMOTE SIX TITLE TRACKS (ALL TRACKS FROM THE MINI ALBUM. YES I REPEAT ALL TRACKS) AND ONE TITLE TRACK WILL BE RELEASED IN EVERY THREE WEEKS.
DAMN.
YG is a genius LOL PAPA YG I LOVE YOU.
Who the heck promotes six title tracks or even ALL ENTIRE TRACKS from the album. ONLY 2NE1 DOES THAT. I REPEAT. ONLY. 2NE1.
LMAO I'm so excited.
You just don't know how I reacted to this when I first read the news couple of days ago. I just had a chance to rant about it here now because of school damnit PAPA YG WHY DID YOU SET 2NE1'S COMEBACK WHEN MY FINALS ARE COMING CLOSER SOBS.
But yeah I guess I still can update myself with them an hour a day I guess won't hurt. I'm still gonna study hard okay. THIS IS FINALS MAN I AIN'T GONNA TAKE IT EASY. It's really near, after the easter holidays GOD I'M SHAKING EVEN JUST FROM THE THOUGHT OF IT.
Anyway.


MA UNNIE IS GONNA RELEASE ANOTHER SOLO TOMORROW.
SO ESSSSSITEEEEED. I'm gonna rush directly to home after school for Bommie unnie sobs my girls are coming back MY GIRLS ARE BACK.
LOL I'm always like this when it comes to 2NE1 ;~;


Watch it, 2NE1 domination is going to start soon.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

063 - Love Song


Love takes you into a place, desolate, dreamlike, make you feel like you're in another place. It's empty when all you can see is that person. But when you've lost your love, your memories will reappear. But they burn later on. The world without that person is colorless. You keep moving cause the memories don't stop either. You keep remembering but at the end you run out of things to remember and can only see that last moment where your love dies.


Who would know that such perfect man could exist?


"I hate this love song, I’ll never sing it again so I can stop thinking of you, so I can finally forget you."

062 - Smile


Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it's breaking.
Light up your face with gladness.
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear maybe ever so near.
That's the time you must keep on trying.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

061 - Firework

Do you ever feel like shit? Well, I did.
There will aways be the time on your life when you aren't on top, life is like a wheel, it spins. When you're fail on something you want to achieve or do, it feels like your life crashes down, and you wish the ground would break open to just eat you alive. Been there, done that.



When I listened to this song for the first time, I got myself didn't hook up with the intro. But I tried to listen to it until the end, and I really touched by the lyrics. Now I can't stop myself from listening to it.
It's beautifully written by Katy, and I did get goosebumps omg she's such a genius ;~;
The song is telling people who have a low self esteem or are feeling down to see how much of a great person they are as theirselves. And it also tells us for not being afraid to express who we really are, and not letting our flaws to stop us from having a great life. Because we're a firework, we gotta show 'em what we're worth, then we're gonna leave 'em falling down.
All we gotta do is just ignite the light, and let it shine.
Like a firework.

Friday, April 01, 2011

060 - Foolish April

It's April Fool's Day!
No I ain't gonna prank you.
Because it's always me who get pranked eventually otl. My friends pranked call me today because I didn't go to school. I caught a fever so I stayed home. But those heartless people called me and they said that anyone who didn't attend school today won't be allowed to send their college application letter wth -,- I was already on my way to shower with my hot temperature but then they called me again and playfully said APRIL FOOL'S DAY. 
How could they lie about this alskdflaksdf how could I not believe?



So umm... hi!
School's been crazy, but I'm not gonna say I'm tired. I do, but I have promised myself to hold on. And I ain't gonna whine :D
It's coming closer, the final exam, and the college entrance test. I'm gonna study harder and harder c:



Eating a self-made strawberry cheesecake like a boss! *proud* 

Thursday, March 31, 2011

059 - Tribute

I owe these amazing people a birthday post

03/20


The main vocal of Four Cause a.k.a F.CUZ, the reason of Focus, Lee 'LEEU' Seunghyun.
I hate the fact that you guys are so underrated while you are all damn talented ;~;
You've gone through this far and yet still have a long way to go, and to me you guys stand out the most between the rookies.
I know you aren't rookie anymore, so I hope people will more acknowledge F.Cuz in the future.
Anyway, happy belated 22nd birthday Seunghyun! So how many Seunghyuns are there in KPOP now? LOL
Stay dorky and stay awesome!


Have I told you that you have such gorgeous eyes and smile ;~;



03/24


To the amazing vocal of 2NE1, goddess bomtaro, the dazzling lady spring, the 8 dimensional Park Bom, happy 28th birthday!
You have such an amazing personality and great talents along with you. Stay healthy unnie! I, sincerely with all of my heart, pray for you to have a great boyfriend in the future that truly deserves you :)
I am sure, your aunt is really proud of you now.


Now tell me who would believe that she's actually 28?



03/28


The enormous mother monster, Stephanie Germanotta, was turning 25 last March 28. She's on the right track, and she was born this way. She's unique, she's genius, she's remarkable.
You have a great impact on me, you inspire me a lot, and that you showed the world it's okay to be different, to against the stream, you taught me not to give up easily on reaching my own dream.
Thank you, for being you.


And, guess who shares birthday on the same date?


The all around talented guy, Lee 'Ho-fucking-Ya' Howon.
Infinite's one and only vending dancing machine, he raps, he sings, he's charismatic, he's Hogod. 
You have shown people how amazing and ingenious you are. 



03/30


And this babo right here, was turning 22 yesterday.
I can not believe this kid can be hot, cute, dork, weird, and handsome at the same time. 
Who the hell cares with your height, all you have within you have covered it all up. Stay weird and dorky, Kiki!



These amazing people, are the inspirations for me. Happy belated birthday, I love you guys all!
I lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove you :)