050 - Nouvelle Annee

It's finally come, 2011 is just a couple hours away now. Bye 2010, and thank you. For teaching me how to finally let go of something and move on. Ever heard of time heals?

I've been through so maaaaaany things within this year. Met awesome people and made friends, went to Waitemata, visited Bali, met old friends, my brother, my dad. I laughed like crazy, cried the hell out and many other things. I had the best birthday ever, I had my first performance on a big stage, I had the best Christmas dinner, I went to an audition and failed (lol -_-). And oh, I got my part time job for the very first time :) It was so amazing to feel that I can earn my own money and be independent. Not forgetting that I got my driving license too, just a couple weeks after my 18th birthday. And I drove all the way to Perth alone xD

My mom's marriage with Charles is the greatest things ever happened this year. She finally get over my dad and gets married with someone who truly and whole-heartedly loves her. I still remember the time she'd cry and throw things whenever my dad call, and I would always be the mediator between them. The hard times she had, was finally over. Charles Etienne Bass is a good guy. He's such a great buddy xD

And oh, this is my last post in 2010 right xD I want to take a break for 2011, keeping myself away from internet, updating tumblr, blogspot, twitter, youtube, including my fangirl life lol. I maybe will still go online, but not really often, unless on holiday or if I really have a free time. I want to concentrate on school now, getting my good grades back and I want to graduate with an excellent result and then get myself a place in university. FACULTY OF ENGINEERING is my goal. I have to get a freaking good grades and prove to those people that I CAN MAKE IT :D

Besides, doctor's verdict says I have some health problems, and I should get ENOUGH rest, which I've never done in 2010, I slept like maximum 5 hours a day -_- So that's why, I'm keeping myself from internet. Now my life is just school, sleep, pray, study, eat. Until I graduate and get accepted in university.

So, new year's resolutions: GRADUATE WITH EXCELLENT GRADES, GO TO UNIVERSITY, FACULTY OF ENGINEERING CLASS OF 2011, GO TO PARIS/KOREA, MEET 2NE1 XD

I hope everything will get better in 2011. I don't feel regret on what I've done this year, because I can't do nothing about it. I made mistakes, I screwed things, but all I can do is let go and move on. Because life goes on.

Happy new year's eve! Welcome new year, new life, new adventure, new me! :D

Vous voir l'annee prochaine <3

049 - Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas! ♥

I feel so relieved that today's performance went well. 

Uh actually, Penn forgot some of his lines, but it was still okay, we could make it up yay! So many people were coming with their kids, and the kids were just alsdjkf too cute xD

The profit we got from the ticket selling is for charity and good deeds :)

And then we had dinner in Dave's house, it was fuuuun. Friends from school, friends of friends, neighbors, family of friends, they were all coming. 

I got to babysit Dave's little brother, Jeremy, and he is only seveeen lol. He couldn't speak english well, since he grew up in France, so I should stay beside him while Dave was talking to guests. The Christmas tree was beautiful, too bad that I didn't get a chance to take a photo of it, because I left my camera ;~;

The best part is the food. They got the best food out thereeee, OMG Dave's mom is such a great cook alsdkjflf the tartine <3 It's way much different from the tartine that Charles cooks, plus it doesn't smell like foot xD

That was the best dinner of my life, best day of 2010 after my birthday. I would like everyday to be like today, when you can see happy smiling faces and hear the sound of laughter all around :)

Anyway, have a great holiday~♥

048 - Let It Snow

Merry Christmas! Though I don't celebrate it, but I'm going over to Dave's house tomorrow night for dinner :D I helped decorating the Christmas tree and finding the gift, it was a looot of fun. I'm sure there'll be a lot more fun tomorrow, and we'll be performing the musical of Alice in Wonderland at School too tomorrow afternoon and I'll be the Red Queen \o/ I'm not going to wear the red hair wig, no I don't want to LOL. The make up is weird already -o- We just done the last rehearsal today, but idk, we're still lacking in some parts, hopefully tomorrow performance will be success :)

Oh, have you heard KiSeung's Let It Snow? It's lasdjkflaksdf amazing and beautiful ;~;

047 - I...

...will put the phone under the pillow whenever you call, and pretending not to hear it so that I'll have an excuse for not picking up your call.

That awkward moment when you ask me what happen on my sudden change of mood while you're the reason why.

Que dois-je faire? Que dois-je dire?

046 - Cher

Joyeux anniversaire, Yong 'Jumyeom The Joker' Jaesoon! ♥

You are amazing, just the way you are

You're embarassed of your real name and hid it from your members, but I think it's okay, your name is cute :3

Your laugh, you hate it but I think it's adorable

You are so beautiful, and I tell you every day

When you smile, the whole world stops and stares

You don't easily get along with kids, but hey, not everyone gets along each other 

Remember the bbulmon hair you got by accident? No matter what hair styles or colors, you still look gorgeous

And whenever you put on the shades, it will looks good on you

Cause you're badass like that 8)

You've came through so much until you reached the place where you're standing on now

Maybe you aren't the best rapper out there, but you're a BAMF rapper, dancer, singer and song-writer for me

Cause you are amazing, just the way you are

­― Love, Harley Quinn

:')

045 - Nouveau

We really don't know what will happen ahead.

One year, and I've been through so many things. 

I drove all the way to Perth a week ago, alone. That was the first time and the longest car driving I've ever had ;~; I met Chao, and some of his friends. And my SACE result will come out next few days. My class will be doing a drama musical of alice in wonderland, I'll be the red queen duh -_- We'll perform on Christmas :)

But now I'm on my holiday break, finally. I need some rest and relax my self cause I've been having a pretty busy weeks. Maybe I'll go to China Town next Tuesday with mom :3 Or shopping to Rundle, whatever, I just need to entertain myself -,-

Anyway, it's nearly new year. 2010 surely passes by sooo fast. 

But, I don't ask 2011 to be awesome, I just want it to be better than 2010 :)

Maybe... I shall write a new year's resolution later.