I should have posted it on holiday but I was just...
Too lazy.
LOL.
Oh well, so how are you doing? It's been a long time since my last post, yes? :)
Even though I'm still on holiday, but yeah.. It feels like holiday is already over. So many activities that have to be done. Oh yeah `WE` here means me and my highschool mates yayyy!!! We were doing a charity concert last Thursday, and you know how much that we got? IT'S FREAKING 700 AUD OMG OMG OMG!!! LOL I sound too hyper. But you know, the concert was hella great! I did performing too :D So there's this acoustic club at school, and my friend Bree is the head of this club. You're asking what do we do? Performing unplugged songs of course haha.
Oh and bytheway, at early July I went to Jakarta and Bali. You don't knoooowww how I freaking miss this place, esp Jakarta! Though I couldn't have the chance to meet my friends, but I still could make a phone call with them. So I was arrived at noon, and before I could get rid of my jet lag, me and my mom went to my dad's house. It was weird since I haven't meet him in such a very long time :(
Well, just skip it to the part when we arrived at Bali kay? Haha. Yeah so frankly saying, I went to Bali with my mom and dad. Weird much huh? I know it too, since they divorced and now they went there together with me. And FYI, my step mom and step brother went there too. So I don't know, maybe It was like... kinda family reunion? Eww, I swear with all of my soul that it was the most awkward family gathering I ever been to. And FYI too, my step brother is a total asshole. He just 2 years older than me, and 2 years younger than Rio. But he's totally different with Rio, a 180 degrees of difference. And after a fine three days at Bali, we went home. We here means me and my mom. I cried a lot at airport. Because of Rio, and because of my dad.
You know, I feel kinda weird, guilty, etcetera etcetera etcetera to my dad. The one reason is because I used to hate him so damn much. But deep in my heart I still have a love to him. Aaah I wish I could write down all of my feeling to this blog. But it's just too undescribable. I feel like a criminal because of my dad. You know, the criminal here means like, when you just done something bad. Oh no, it's worst. Gaaah I couldn't write it down ;__;
Moreover, I couldn't have a chance to meet Rio :(
After we got back to Adelaide, everything's back to normal. Chuck is doing fine too. And now, I'm officially mom's, while Rio is officially dad's. I don't know wether it's unfair or not, and I worry about Rio who will live with my dad and my step mom :\
OH WELL! You know, I still have to live my life here. My life is here now, not there anymore :D
And by the way, I take a part time job as a math tutor at Kev's house. I should teach them math equation for mid school. Just FYI they are so dumb, so it takes an extra effort for me to teach them ;___;
So yeah, that was how I spent my last two months lol. Year 12 will start in about one month, be ready and start a new session!
XOXO
