Dear Mom.

I know that you probably forget because you're busy with your job and all but today's Mother's Day in Indonesia so..

Mom, it's been a tough year for us, especially for you. You are the strongest lady I've ever seen, the most person I look up to, and you've always done your best as a mother for me and Mario. Even though I am nowhere close to the perfect daughter as you've expected me to be. There were times when I talked back to you, or when I didn't listen to your advice, when I made wrong choices, when I unintentionally let out hurtful words to you. I never meant any of those to hurt your feelings, even if I did, it was none of my intention. You know how teenagers are c: But despite of those, you always overwatch and protect me. I want to sincerely thank you for raising me to be the person I am now, for making sure that I grew up with so much love and care. 

I'm a grown up now, and almost not a teenager anymore. I still can't picture how my life will be when I start to not depending on you, though I'm beginning to learn for it now that I live far away from home for college. I still can't cook properly, sorry mom :c But don't worry I'll watch what I eat, and my roommate often cooks for the both of us, she understands my condition hehe. I promise I'll take care of my health, to get enough sleep and rest. I know you'll be worried sick if I fall sick and I don't want that, I want you to live happily and enjoy the new life you just got. Please be happy with Charles, give him the same love as much as you give to me. If he happens to do something bad to you just tell me so that I can kick his chubby ass loljk. I know he loves you just as much as I do.

Mom, I'm gonna be the person you're most proud of. Please be healthy and live well, just wait for that one day when you see me saying proudly "That's my daughter."

I love you Mom, more than everything. Happy Mother's Day ♥

070 - TWOANYONE

090517

Wassup, it's 2NE1!

Happy 2nd anniversary!

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What an amazing two years with my girls, they've been through a lot, two years together and they're even stronger than ever. 

This is the 15 years old ero maknae Minzy, been turning unnies to pedo unnies since 1994.

Told ya.

Now our Mingkki has grown to a lovable, mature and humble maknae. Wait. She always has been one :)

The fierce leader with a monstrous amount of charisma.

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The girls who set everywhere they go on fire. 

The two adorkable unnies <3

I'm legit crying right now lasdjflkasdlkjalkjalkjaja ;~; Two years but they're already dominating, standing strong on the top. Lonely was a perfect all kill ;~; Can't wait for this year comeback ^-^

My love for you girls is infinite lajksdflkajsdlfjk I love love love love love you girls <3333

2 Years, 5 years, 10 years, 100 years, 1000 years, 3000 years, 5000000000 years, let's stay together ^-^ And I'll be your forever proud Blackjack.

2NE1, been setting the stage on fire since 2009 and can't nobody hold them down. They'll keep going, reaching for the top, and stronger than ever. HAPPY 2NE-VERSARY!

066 - All The Time

If I have to choose one of the albums that I will never get tired to listen to, this is one of them.

I gotta say that Kwon Jiyong really is a music genius. Earlier, I watched BB documentary (I know it's reaaaally late but I just had a chance to watch it). I always get this feeling of great amazement whenever I see him in a documentary/show, or when I read an interview about him. And I have a huge, enormous, monstrous, gigantic respect to him. He has an explosive charisma, works really hard, and always has the best answer to the question that the interviewer asks. I just... can't understand how this man could be so perfect... how does he even exist?

I got teared up, the emotions I got after watching BB documentary all mixed up. Seeing how hard they practiced, the scolding and criticism they got, somehow I can understand how he felt that time. I'm feeling really proud seeing where they are standing now. 

I'm looking forward to your next masterpiece in the future, Jiyong.

061 - Firework

Do you ever feel like shit? Well, I did.

There will aways be the time on your life when you aren't on top, life is like a wheel, it spins. When you're fail on something you want to achieve or do, it feels like your life crashes down, and you wish the ground would break open to just eat you alive. Been there, done that.

Firework, by Katy Perry.

When I listened to this song for the first time, I got myself didn't hook up with the intro. But I tried to listen to it until the end, and I really touched by the lyrics. Now I can't stop myself from listening to it.

It's beautifully written by Katy, and I did get goosebumps omg she's such a genius ;~;

The song is telling people who have a low self esteem or are feeling down to see how much of a great person they are as theirselves. And it also tells us for not being afraid to express who we really are, and not letting our flaws to stop us from having a great life. Because we're a firework, we gotta show 'em what we're worth, then we're gonna leave 'em falling down.
All we gotta do is just ignite the light, and let it shine.
Like a firework.

059 - Tribute

I owe these amazing people a birthday post

03/20

The main vocal of Four Cause a.k.a F.CUZ, the reason of Focus, Lee 'LEEU' Seunghyun.

I hate the fact that you guys are so underrated while you are all damn talented ;~;

You've gone through this far and yet still have a long way to go, and to me you guys stand out the most between the rookies.

I know you aren't rookie anymore, so I hope people will more acknowledge F.Cuz in the future.

Anyway, happy belated 22nd birthday Seunghyun! So how many Seunghyuns are there in KPOP now? LOL

Stay dorky and stay awesome!

Have I told you that you have such gorgeous eyes and smile ;~;

03/24

To the amazing vocal of 2NE1, goddess bomtaro, the dazzling lady spring, the 8 dimensional Park Bom, happy 28th birthday!

You have such an amazing personality and great talents along with you. Stay healthy unnie! I, sincerely with all of my heart, pray for you to have a great boyfriend in the future that truly deserves you :)

I am sure, your aunt is really proud of you now.

Now tell me who would believe that she's actually 28?

03/28

The enormous mother monster, Stephanie Germanotta, was turning 25 last March 28. She's on the right track, and she was born this way. She's unique, she's genius, she's remarkable.

You have a great impact on me, you inspire me a lot, and that you showed the world it's okay to be different, to against the stream, you taught me not to give up easily on reaching my own dream.

Thank you, for being you.

And, guess who shares birthday on the same date?

The all around talented guy, Lee 'Ho-fucking-Ya' Howon.

Infinite's one and only vending dancing machine, he raps, he sings, he's charismatic, he's Hogod. 
You have shown people how amazing and ingenious you are. 

03/30

And this babo right here, was turning 22 yesterday.

I can not believe this kid can be hot, cute, dork, weird, and handsome at the same time. 

Who the hell cares with your height, all you have within you have covered it all up. Stay weird and dorky, Kiki!

These amazing people, are the inspirations for me. Happy belated birthday, I love you guys all!

I lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove you :)

057 - Happy Chaeday!

Joyeux anniversaire, to the most fashionable, fierce charismatic leader, amazingly talented, adorable dork 2NE1's Lee Chaerin!

She might be not your typical pretty, but I can assure you she's fucking gorgeous inside and outside

Fierce and charismatic on stage, dorky and warm off stage

Even in the weirdest clothes and hairstyles, still looking damn gorgeous

And bitches ain't got shit on her

Because number 1 spot is her home sweet home

She's everyone's ideal type. She's what everyone wants to be. She's perfect. She's Lee Chaerin, the one and only baddest female Seoul city ever had

Happy birthday, Lee Chaerin! I hope one day, I'll get the chance to meet you in person and tell you how amazing you are. I love you, I fucking love you.

From your proud CLassified/CLover and Blackjack.

055 - La Saint Valentin

Why only on valentine's day when you can actually express the feeling any day and any time?

It's the day of love so what about the other 364 days? 

Whatever, I'll still love you guys all along the 365 days Mom, Dad, Mario, friends, and... David.

Thanks Dave, for the great two years you've been spending with me. You were like the only person I know well the first time I moved here, and you helped me through the hard times. I felt really thankful to you, and glad to meet such a nice and awesome person like you, as I developed feelings for you. It didn't go well though, you know, some best-friend to lover stories aren't ended up good but... oh well, I'm glad with our relationship now. 

I don't mind if you read this though. I know you don't know I have this blog lol but if you get it from Bree or others well yeah I guess it's okay :D I love you Dee, but it's not the same love I used to feel towards you. Il est plus comme un amour platonique que je ressens pour vous. Tu me fais la fille la plus heureuse sur la terre pour avoir un meilleur ami comme vous :)

p.s : j'aime votre chocolat blanc ❤

052 - Erominzyday!

Happy birthday, ero maknae~♡

The country girl, most talented, Ggong Minkki, Gong Minji, Minzy of 2NE1

The most adorable maknae<3

Fierce, awesome, amazingly talented

Cute, playful

So baaaad baaad yet so goood goood

Please stay humble and keep healthy :)

"Gong MinJi, an extremely sweet and loving girl who's so talented yet so humble ♥"

I'm such a proud unnie ;~;

046 - Cher

Joyeux anniversaire, Yong 'Jumyeom The Joker' Jaesoon! ♥

You are amazing, just the way you are

You're embarassed of your real name and hid it from your members, but I think it's okay, your name is cute :3

Your laugh, you hate it but I think it's adorable

You are so beautiful, and I tell you every day

When you smile, the whole world stops and stares

You don't easily get along with kids, but hey, not everyone gets along each other 

Remember the bbulmon hair you got by accident? No matter what hair styles or colors, you still look gorgeous

And whenever you put on the shades, it will looks good on you

Cause you're badass like that 8)

You've came through so much until you reached the place where you're standing on now

Maybe you aren't the best rapper out there, but you're a BAMF rapper, dancer, singer and song-writer for me

Cause you are amazing, just the way you are

­― Love, Harley Quinn

:')

ParaVersa

drawn by this girl :

Her name is Arin. She's my cousin and my close friend. 

So, we were chatting on msn because I need some help for doing my chem papers since tomorrow is my exam (I'm not even sleeping yet around this time rofl). She's really good on science and math so that's why ;D

And when we finished she showed me the doodle she drawn at her school. It's from 2NE1's It Hurts music video, if you don't realize xD

She drew it on the floor lol. She said she drew it just for fun but realized it's pretty cute then she took a picture of it. I first thought it was like a toddler's drawing rofl. 

But I think it's pretty cute too :3