066 - All The Time

If I have to choose one of the albums that I will never get tired to listen to, this is one of them.

I gotta say that Kwon Jiyong really is a music genius. Earlier, I watched BB documentary (I know it's reaaaally late but I just had a chance to watch it). I always get this feeling of great amazement whenever I see him in a documentary/show, or when I read an interview about him. And I have a huge, enormous, monstrous, gigantic respect to him. He has an explosive charisma, works really hard, and always has the best answer to the question that the interviewer asks. I just... can't understand how this man could be so perfect... how does he even exist?

I got teared up, the emotions I got after watching BB documentary all mixed up. Seeing how hard they practiced, the scolding and criticism they got, somehow I can understand how he felt that time. I'm feeling really proud seeing where they are standing now. 

I'm looking forward to your next masterpiece in the future, Jiyong.

065 - Vixen and Porch

Sigh.

I don't really know when did we start to call each other Vixen and Porch. She calls me Porch, and I call her Vixen. LOL. So actually, there's this new neighbor who has just moved in to the house across mine, and he's the reason why Bree started calling me Porch. He is three years older than me, and seems quite friendly. But I take that words back, he's such a freak. You don't even want to know the rest of the story.

Anyway, mom and Charles have been pretty busy with their jobs, they leave in the morning and home almost midnight. Sigh. My brother has been staying here for almost a week now, but he's busy taking pictures, he'll be leaving at 4 and go home at 10. Not that he uses all that hours to take pictures only, he meets his colleagues and some photographers for their project, I guess? He'll be leaving for Auckland next month because he got a job as a professional photographer for a magazine there. So yeah, I'm always alone at home. Vixen sometimes come over though, and the last time she came we baked cappuccino buns. She's really a good cook.

I want to personally thank Vixen for helping me these past days because I'm not good in the kitchen. Sigh. THANK YOU VIXEN BREE.

It's been ages since the last time I met Chao, but yesterday he came to Adelaide all the way from Perth. And brought me this cute bag. He said he saw this somewhere in CT, and looking at the eiffel pattern on it kind of reminded him of me :'>

SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG AND MUSIC VIDEO. LSDJFLKASDFASDF. Bommie unnie did an all kill in all online music charts too. Correction. DOUBLE ALL KILL. Congratulations Bommie unnie, I know you really deserve it <3333 Teddy is such a genius. Now I'm really looking forward to 2NE1's comeback \o/

Anyway, enjoy your easter holidays! Did you hunt eggs? :>

Happy easter! Finals in next week!

064 - GUESS WHO'S BACK

YES IT'S 2NE1. 2NE1 IS BACK.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE BEST THING. THEY'RE GONNA PROMOTE SIX TITLE TRACKS (ALL TRACKS FROM THE MINI ALBUM. YES I REPEAT ALL TRACKS) AND ONE TITLE TRACK WILL BE RELEASED IN EVERY THREE WEEKS.

DAMN.

YG is a genius LOL PAPA YG I LOVE YOU.

Who the heck promotes six title tracks or even ALL ENTIRE TRACKS from the album. ONLY 2NE1 DOES THAT. I REPEAT. ONLY. 2NE1.

LMAO I'm so excited.

You just don't know how I reacted to this when I first read the news couple of days ago. I just had a chance to rant about it here now because of school damnit PAPA YG WHY DID YOU SET 2NE1'S COMEBACK WHEN MY FINALS ARE COMING CLOSER SOBS.

But yeah I guess I still can update myself with them an hour a day I guess won't hurt. I'm still gonna study hard okay. THIS IS FINALS MAN I AIN'T GONNA TAKE IT EASY. It's really near, after the easter holidays GOD I'M SHAKING EVEN JUST FROM THE THOUGHT OF IT.

Anyway.

MA UNNIE IS GONNA RELEASE ANOTHER SOLO TOMORROW.

SO ESSSSSITEEEEED. I'm gonna rush directly to home after school for Bommie unnie sobs my girls are coming back MY GIRLS ARE BACK.

LOL I'm always like this when it comes to 2NE1 ;~;

Watch it, 2NE1 domination is going to start soon.

063 - Love Song

Love takes you into a place, desolate, dreamlike, make you feel like you're in another place. It's empty when all you can see is that person. But when you've lost your love, your memories will reappear. But they burn later on. The world without that person is colorless. You keep moving cause the memories don't stop either. You keep remembering but at the end you run out of things to remember and can only see that last moment where your love dies.

Who would know that such perfect man could exist?

"I hate this love song, I’ll never sing it again so I can stop thinking of you, so I can finally forget you."

―BIGBANG, Love Song.

062 - Smile

Smile, though your heart is aching.

Smile, even though it's breaking.

Light up your face with gladness.

Hide every trace of sadness.

Although a tear maybe ever so near.

That's the time you must keep on trying.

Smile, what's the use of crying?

061 - Firework

Do you ever feel like shit? Well, I did.

There will aways be the time on your life when you aren't on top, life is like a wheel, it spins. When you're fail on something you want to achieve or do, it feels like your life crashes down, and you wish the ground would break open to just eat you alive. Been there, done that.

Firework, by Katy Perry.

When I listened to this song for the first time, I got myself didn't hook up with the intro. But I tried to listen to it until the end, and I really touched by the lyrics. Now I can't stop myself from listening to it.

It's beautifully written by Katy, and I did get goosebumps omg she's such a genius ;~;

The song is telling people who have a low self esteem or are feeling down to see how much of a great person they are as theirselves. And it also tells us for not being afraid to express who we really are, and not letting our flaws to stop us from having a great life. Because we're a firework, we gotta show 'em what we're worth, then we're gonna leave 'em falling down.
All we gotta do is just ignite the light, and let it shine.
Like a firework.

060 - Foolish April

It's April Fool's Day!

No I ain't gonna prank you.

Because it's always me who get pranked eventually otl. My friends pranked call me today because I didn't go to school. I caught a fever so I stayed home. But those heartless people called me and they said that anyone who didn't attend school today won't be allowed to send their college application letter wth -,- I was already on my way to shower with my hot temperature but then they called me again and playfully said APRIL FOOL'S DAY. 

How could they lie about this alskdflaksdf how could I not believe?

So umm... hi!

School's been crazy, but I'm not gonna say I'm tired. I do, but I have promised myself to hold on. And I ain't gonna whine :D

It's coming closer, the final exam, and the college entrance test. I'm gonna study harder and harder c:

Eating a self-made strawberry cheesecake like a boss! *proud*