Survived.

It's so rare of me to share a selca but since it's new year so here it is :)

I always have insecurities on wearing kebaya and I finally, finally gave up to my mom's pleading cause she insisted on me to wear that for cousin's wedding so yeah... that was my first time wearing a kebaya and I think I'm not gonna wear that anymore, not until my wedding loljk -_- Maybe I will, depends on the mood ha!

Anyway, we're currently out of town for practical exams. Spending the new year's eve with peeps jamming to Avenged Sevenfold while reading modules lol we're so pathetic. This year is so dull we don't get to go to at least the firework fest because of, well the practical exams. We have fun on our own though, it's not really bad spending time with the crazy guys from 81.2 at Pim's place. 

2011 sure passed by so quickly. One year ago I was a frustrated senior year student lol. I spent the whole time thinking about final exams and college entrance test. This was a crazy year and I survived it all. I even still can't believe that it has just passed. So many laughters, tears and memories that can't be forgotten. I learned a lot, and I guess I've grown more mature, no? c: 

So uhmmm what do I expect from 2012? Good grades, gain cooking skill and get a boyfriend maybe loool.

Happy new year lovelies!

050 - Nouvelle Annee

It's finally come, 2011 is just a couple hours away now. Bye 2010, and thank you. For teaching me how to finally let go of something and move on. Ever heard of time heals?

I've been through so maaaaaany things within this year. Met awesome people and made friends, went to Waitemata, visited Bali, met old friends, my brother, my dad. I laughed like crazy, cried the hell out and many other things. I had the best birthday ever, I had my first performance on a big stage, I had the best Christmas dinner, I went to an audition and failed (lol -_-). And oh, I got my part time job for the very first time :) It was so amazing to feel that I can earn my own money and be independent. Not forgetting that I got my driving license too, just a couple weeks after my 18th birthday. And I drove all the way to Perth alone xD

My mom's marriage with Charles is the greatest things ever happened this year. She finally get over my dad and gets married with someone who truly and whole-heartedly loves her. I still remember the time she'd cry and throw things whenever my dad call, and I would always be the mediator between them. The hard times she had, was finally over. Charles Etienne Bass is a good guy. He's such a great buddy xD

And oh, this is my last post in 2010 right xD I want to take a break for 2011, keeping myself away from internet, updating tumblr, blogspot, twitter, youtube, including my fangirl life lol. I maybe will still go online, but not really often, unless on holiday or if I really have a free time. I want to concentrate on school now, getting my good grades back and I want to graduate with an excellent result and then get myself a place in university. FACULTY OF ENGINEERING is my goal. I have to get a freaking good grades and prove to those people that I CAN MAKE IT :D

Besides, doctor's verdict says I have some health problems, and I should get ENOUGH rest, which I've never done in 2010, I slept like maximum 5 hours a day -_- So that's why, I'm keeping myself from internet. Now my life is just school, sleep, pray, study, eat. Until I graduate and get accepted in university.

So, new year's resolutions: GRADUATE WITH EXCELLENT GRADES, GO TO UNIVERSITY, FACULTY OF ENGINEERING CLASS OF 2011, GO TO PARIS/KOREA, MEET 2NE1 XD

I hope everything will get better in 2011. I don't feel regret on what I've done this year, because I can't do nothing about it. I made mistakes, I screwed things, but all I can do is let go and move on. Because life goes on.

Happy new year's eve! Welcome new year, new life, new adventure, new me! :D

Vous voir l'annee prochaine <3

045 - Nouveau

We really don't know what will happen ahead.

One year, and I've been through so many things. 

I drove all the way to Perth a week ago, alone. That was the first time and the longest car driving I've ever had ;~; I met Chao, and some of his friends. And my SACE result will come out next few days. My class will be doing a drama musical of alice in wonderland, I'll be the red queen duh -_- We'll perform on Christmas :)

But now I'm on my holiday break, finally. I need some rest and relax my self cause I've been having a pretty busy weeks. Maybe I'll go to China Town next Tuesday with mom :3 Or shopping to Rundle, whatever, I just need to entertain myself -,-

Anyway, it's nearly new year. 2010 surely passes by sooo fast. 

But, I don't ask 2011 to be awesome, I just want it to be better than 2010 :)

Maybe... I shall write a new year's resolution later.

Bonne Année

Hey!
Happy New Year!!
lol
my house is so crowded right now, but who cares? I just want to enjoy my own new year wiff my own way. haha, my mom's friends are so boring to talk to. so, all I want to do is waiting for Asta's call. yeahaaa~
oh ya, why don't we made a flashback for a whole 2009?

#1 on January, I got new handphone. A Sony Ericsson W950i. haha
#2 14th February, the best valentine day ever with Asta. He brought me a bunch of white roses eventhough I prefer red more than white and a boxful of white chocolate too. How cool is that? :D
#3 14th May, first time joined forum. and my first forum is SHINeendonesia.
#4 August, I stopped from school and saying goodbye with friends at school. preparing for Adelaide. 
#5 23rd September, SHINee's Key's and My birthday. and yes, we have the same date, lol. it was my best birthday ever too, you know because of Asta, Arin, and other folks. ahh I love them so muchies :)
#6 29th September, I arrived on my new home, Adelaide.


lol, that was what happened on my year. and now I can wait to know who is my secret santa on Sujunesia's NYGE. 
and talking about new year, it's still 10:00 PM in Indonesia now, so it hasn't been passed by midnight yet.
oh and I have resolutions for the next 2010 :D

change my bad habit, become more serious *srsly*, allowed to use brackett *haha*, get new laptop, and get a "A+" mark *all I got this far are only A, B and B+* rofl.

so, yeah l'espoir vous a un nouvel an hilarant.

once again, bonne année :D