Trying.

Try putting yourself in my shoes lol trapped in a place with nothing to eat when it's heavily raining and the only cooking technique you master is using microwave orz. I really hate the weather lately it makes me stay in the apartment and can't go out to eat. So I go to Pim's place for the foods haha omg he's good at cooking I'm so jelly ╥~╥ I wanted to reveal Pim's face for the very first time here but he refused and he said he's awkward and etc lol. Maybe someday I'll secretly take pictures of him and post it here? C: Partnered up with Pim for practical isn't really bad, everybody say we're the awkward penguin couple lolll. One raining morning I crashed in his place and he made a somewhat cereal-like dish from biscuits, bread, coffee, cream and milk which surprisingly tasted really great. I never thought of it before isn't he a genius o_o That's it I'm gonna ace at least three dishes for 2012 resolution! 

Starting new.

I'm really attached to psychological stories lately ._.

So I thought about writing a new story with my two biggest obsessions (CLJH forever going down with this shippp). The plot had already been written in my head and maybe I'll start writing after the practical exam or whenever I feel like writing it lol. I always make the posters first before starting the stories orz. Anyway I'm quiet satisfied with this poster cause it's been ages since I do real editing, my blending and texturing were really rough (it still is rough sobsss). I shall do real editing more often than making gifs. By the way the title has nothing to do with Taylor Lautner's Abduction lolll -,-

Now gonna read another modules for practical bye byee!

P.S : Happy birthday Yang Yoseobbie!

Survived.

It's so rare of me to share a selca but since it's new year so here it is :)

I always have insecurities on wearing kebaya and I finally, finally gave up to my mom's pleading cause she insisted on me to wear that for cousin's wedding so yeah... that was my first time wearing a kebaya and I think I'm not gonna wear that anymore, not until my wedding loljk -_- Maybe I will, depends on the mood ha!

Anyway, we're currently out of town for practical exams. Spending the new year's eve with peeps jamming to Avenged Sevenfold while reading modules lol we're so pathetic. This year is so dull we don't get to go to at least the firework fest because of, well the practical exams. We have fun on our own though, it's not really bad spending time with the crazy guys from 81.2 at Pim's place. 

2011 sure passed by so quickly. One year ago I was a frustrated senior year student lol. I spent the whole time thinking about final exams and college entrance test. This was a crazy year and I survived it all. I even still can't believe that it has just passed. So many laughters, tears and memories that can't be forgotten. I learned a lot, and I guess I've grown more mature, no? c: 

So uhmmm what do I expect from 2012? Good grades, gain cooking skill and get a boyfriend maybe loool.

Happy new year lovelies!

Dear Mom.

I know that you probably forget because you're busy with your job and all but today's Mother's Day in Indonesia so..

Mom, it's been a tough year for us, especially for you. You are the strongest lady I've ever seen, the most person I look up to, and you've always done your best as a mother for me and Mario. Even though I am nowhere close to the perfect daughter as you've expected me to be. There were times when I talked back to you, or when I didn't listen to your advice, when I made wrong choices, when I unintentionally let out hurtful words to you. I never meant any of those to hurt your feelings, even if I did, it was none of my intention. You know how teenagers are c: But despite of those, you always overwatch and protect me. I want to sincerely thank you for raising me to be the person I am now, for making sure that I grew up with so much love and care. 

I'm a grown up now, and almost not a teenager anymore. I still can't picture how my life will be when I start to not depending on you, though I'm beginning to learn for it now that I live far away from home for college. I still can't cook properly, sorry mom :c But don't worry I'll watch what I eat, and my roommate often cooks for the both of us, she understands my condition hehe. I promise I'll take care of my health, to get enough sleep and rest. I know you'll be worried sick if I fall sick and I don't want that, I want you to live happily and enjoy the new life you just got. Please be happy with Charles, give him the same love as much as you give to me. If he happens to do something bad to you just tell me so that I can kick his chubby ass loljk. I know he loves you just as much as I do.

Mom, I'm gonna be the person you're most proud of. Please be healthy and live well, just wait for that one day when you see me saying proudly "That's my daughter."

I love you Mom, more than everything. Happy Mother's Day ♥